
I'm a 95/100 (100 being a perfect student). I think I am that number in all my classes as well. I am very responsible and care about school and grades...I actually enjoy school. I turn my assignments in on time and to the best of my ability...most of the time. Sometimes things come up and I can't do my assignment the best I can, or I forget. I'm human, what can I say? For the most part though, I don't procrastinate(if I do, I get totally stressed out) and I do everything I'm asked to do. I also study for tests and quizzes. Sometimes I don't study as much as I'm supposed to, so my grade doesn't turn out that great, but that hasn't happened yet this year. I cram sometimes too, but juggling school, sports and family activities can be tough, so I'm working on diligently using my time in class, and then at home; I'm trying to prioritize a little better. I'm almost always heard in class giving my opinion on a story or a movie, or sharing something that I wrote. Speaking in front of the class really isn't that difficult for me. When working on a school project with a group (or without), I always do what I'm supposed to do. It's frustrating to come to school and find that I worked hard and did what I was supposed to do, but someone else didn't. Then, I hear,"Why didn't you call or email?" from a teacher or from them, and I knowI tried, but I just couldn't reach them. Overall, I take my work seriously and put my best effort into all it.
I don't do so well when I don't know the final product or what the final outcome will be. For me, it's like being enveloped in fog where you can't see your hand right in front of your face, and you get claustrophobic. I also don't ask many questions when I don't get something(particularly in math). I don't know why, I just worry more about that my peers will think I'm stupid rather than making sure I understand what is going on. That's something that really bothers me about myself. I know I need to, but I can't think of a good question to ask, or I don't want to come across as dumb not being able to understand something that is easy, per se. That is another thing I'm trying to overcome.
When school started, finally, in September I was ready for anything. The Summer Bridge made me excited to start the year. It did take me a while to adjust to the teaching style though. Going from a school that I was given structure in everything and I wasn't given hardly any choices to a school where the teachers ask me what I think about almost everything and I'm given basically all choices really struck me. I didn't get that memo at Bridge. I didn't know what to make of it at first and it was hard for me to open up and give my honest opinion. I've been able to get to know myself a little bit more now from that, and I'm not really afraid to share what's on my mind. I have to admit, sometimes it still is hard because I don't know what my peers will think.
At the end of the year I want to be an intelligent renegade that's not afraid to speak up and go her own way. I want to fully be able to voice my opinion and to think in a more logical, different, more creative way, and that's what I'm learning and I love it! A goal of mine is to get straight A's both semesters this year. I've gotten straight A's pretty much my whole life and I don't want to back down now. That's something I'm not: a quitter.
I've also gotten to interact with a whole bunch of people of all different races and work ethics. It's been an awesome experience to see how other cultures and parts of the world differ from mine. It is frustrating though when someone else's knowledge level maybe isn't as high or is higher then mine. I also love that our school is so tight. We are a small school so it's easier, but at the high school I was going to go to, I would never get this experience.
I also thrive when I'm challenged, and I've gotten nothing but challenge here...especially with my humanities teacher mr.ross. He forces me to be creative and he forces me to do things my own way, and it's really made me stronger.
I am a good student and I'm going to push myself to continue to be that way. I know if I keep working the way I'm working and acting the way I'm acting, I'll get to where I want to be...with my teachers' help of course!