Wednesday, December 26, 2007

a poem....


what's up yo? okay so a lot of people have been writing poems lately so i'm writing one now. poetry is one of my hobbies anyway. here it goes....


do you know what it feels like to be alone?

when the world seems to turn its back on you and you have no where to go

the darkness envelopes you, no where to turn, no one to go to

you can only wait in the dead silence

hoping, pleading for a second chance

but when we get the second chance what do we do with it?

is it a trap or for real?

life doesn't give out many second chances

the past is set in stone, the future holds a mystery

don't be afraid to stand out, stand up for what you believe in

we only have so long, we only have one life

be remembered, leave a footprint

make people notice

are you here for the ride....or are you in the driver's seat?

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Little Red

Got red hair? if not, too bad... bummer for you! if you do, you're still not as cool as this little girl right here. WOOT!
P.S. mr.ross' comments are from when i said "if you don't have red hair you're a loser". i don't want to hurt any feelings. think about it though: i don't even have red hair! i'm dissing myself. there are some really cool people in the world who aren't red heads so don't take it to heart.
i love you all!

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

Take the time...say thank you



and a and a little


This week has been very stressful for me, what with Christmas in a week (shopping...AAHHHH!), projects and tests coming up, and just the rush of this crazy time of year. And I've been so busy that I haven't had time to sit down and take a breather. I want to thank ALL of you for putting up with me and showing me how to slow down a little bit. Special thanks and love to Nikki Hinostro for being so thoughtful, caring, listening and sweet, Elysia and Halsey for always having a smile and a hug for me, Jaleh for her personality: she can always perk me up and always has a nice thing to say, and Mr.Ross for all his love and support. You all rock and I love you with all my heart! You are the reasons I get up in the morning, one of the reasons I can make it through the day. Without you guys (not only the people I mentioned), I would have no where to go, nothing to do, no one to be. God has also been helping me through it all. Always there and listening, answering prayers, making my heart more open and loving, and just helping me relax. This time of year is to be with friends and family, to celebrate the birth of our Lord and King, and to give. No love should be kept to oneself, no hug or kiss ungiven. This is a special and wonderful time of year...don't let the true meaning escape you. Thank you my family, I appreciate you and love you!!! Happy Holidays!



much love forever and always,



Aubrea :P

What do you like to eat?


different countries had different foods (of course) based on location and geography. I am to choose which country I'd choose (Ill tell you what foods of course) and back up my choice. This is what I'd do:

First of all, I want to give you some background on what I do and don't like to eat. I love meat, all things sweet :), most fruit and veggies, potatoes, bread, beans, you get the picture. Having to decide between those things is hard enough, but having to choose only a few to eat all the time is even harder! I think I'd have to say I would live in Mesoamerica for the corn, bean, squash and turkey. In this, I get a couple veggies, a side and meat. That sounds pretty good to me. This may not be the best choice for me because I have a major sweet tooth and I can't live without sugar. I'd get most of the things I need to survive (protein, veggie, starch) but I'd be missing out on the yummy stuff. :(

radio and carbon are dating?


Surpries, surprise, yet another assignment for Guns, Germs and Steel. We read Chapter 5 today and it talked about radiocarbon dating, the effects it had on different societies, and what didn't go so well. Here are some of my thoughts and what I understand:
Radiocarbon dating is a process scientists use to determine dates of food production. This helps to visualize how and why different countries developed at different rates (which is the main question of this book). This method is based upon the slow decay of radioactive carbon into the nonradioactive isotope nitrogen. Everyone knows that plants take up atmospheric carbon which has a pretty constant ratio of carbon 14. That plant's carbon goes on to "form the body" of the herbivore that ate it, and the carnivore that ate that. After an animal or plant dies however it realeases carbon making it difficult to measure. From this the age of the material from a certain archealogical site can be determined.
This process isn't all good though. In the 1980s, this process required a lot of carbon ( a few grams), much more then the amount in a seed or bone. So, scientists had to resort to dating material from near that same site. You can never really tell with this if the material that was found was really left at the same time, by the same people that inhabited that area. Which leads me to the next downer of this method: The different materials can be mixed by ants, or rats or other travelers like that messing up the data. For example, materials can end up close by artifacts that were eaten a thousand years earlier or later. It wasn't a very accurate way to accumulate data on food production, but with time most of the ends have been tied up.

Sunday, December 16, 2007

Spaniards vs. Indians

Now we're on to chapter 3 of Guns, Germs and Steel. It is all about the miscommunication between the two societies, the capturing/killing of the Indian Chief Atahuallpa, and why the Spaniards conquered the Native Americans, not vice versa. Where was I going with this? Oh yeah, the only side to this story is that of the Spaniards. Everyone knows that it takes two to fight, therefore two stories are needed. I am going to 'fill that gap' as Mr.Ross says. This is not a real story about the Natives' perspective, just my understanding. Here it goes:

"There were 10,000 or so of us Indian soldiers, lined up against the horizan, ready to fight to the death. We had never invaded anybodys' land; we kept to ourselves, stayed in our 'area'. All of a sudden, the Spaniards were on our land wanting our Chief in Cajamarca. The Spaniards were on our land for many, many, many moons. They came with giant beasts that were fast and strong, they had diseases that spread throughout our colony and killed off 95% of the Indian population, and they had awful machines that sounded like firecrackers and could kill you before you blinked. This is the story of the Indian...the real story.
"This all began in the center of Cajamarca, where Pizarro wanted to see our Chief. He said he had no intentions of hurting or insulting him, he only had a desire to meet him. We knew no history of these powerful people, so we could only follow along. We have rules here though that I'm sure the Spaniards didn't understand seeing that we spoke two different languages, had two total different beliefs and traditions. Anyway, unless you are of high relation to Atahuallpa you don't touch him, don't look him in the eye, and most of the time you don't even speak to him and when you give him something, you DON'T take it back. That's exactly what Pizarro did. He gave our Chief a book but we had no idea why or what it was. We all held our breath when the Spaniard leader starting reaching for the book, looking to get it back. As he would any of us, Atahuallpa slapped Pizarro and through the book; he had no desire to accept a gift of the enemy. That's how the whole battle started: miscommunication.
"Pizarro sent out a terrible cry of anger and before we knew it, what seemed like thousands of them were spilling out of the buildings and bushes and running straight at us. I was a soldier: fight to the death to save my people, and I was high enough in ranking that if it was necessary, I would protect our Chief, his family and the other political figures of the Indians. As I was saying, all the Spaniards took us so by surprise that some couldn't even get their weapons up, they were so shocked and terrified. Others had only a club and slingshot which didn't stand a chance against the steel swords and guns the Spaniards carried. There was death and blood and tumult all around me that I couldn't focus. Then I heard it: the horn for help. This was a ram's horn that was blown whenever reinforcements were needed. I knew this was for me. I dodged the enemies coming at me and ran as fast as I could. By the time I got there, my people were already piling on top of each other, protecting as many people as they could. This was one of our strategies: pile onto of our political figures to save them. We were to protect our people at any cost. And, it distracted the Spaniards..it worked every time. They thought we were stupid, that we panicked so we killed ourselves, but we protected oursleves in the long run. I was very injured, a soldier from the other side sliced deep into my leg and gashed my head. I had passed out, leading them to believe I was dead. I woke up about a week later, not able to walk and with a bad headache. I looked around. All the Spaniards were gone, almost all of us Indians dead. Only few survived, and only a sliver of those people lived. I was one of them. I wanted people to know what really happened, how horrid the Spaniards were. Now you know the truth, the tale of the Native Americans."

A few words of advice

Live Laugh Love
-live your life to the fullest; take chances and don't hold back
-laugh at everything that doesn't mean anything
-love with all you have and MORE!

Saturday, December 15, 2007

Dance to the music!

+ = FUN!

Last night was the Winter Formal for High Tech High North County...the first one this new school has ever done. Yeah I made history! WOOT! anywho, it was really really really fun! I danced like crazy, hung with my peeps, went half deaf and had the time of my life! Everyone was so pretty and all dressed up. It was bomb yo! For those of you who were 'too good to go', YOU MISSED OUT BIG TIME! Thank you to ASB for making the night possible, it was awesome! It went by so fast and I didn't want to leave when it was over. I can't WAIT til the next one! :) my love goes out to you all!
love, aubrea
P.S. elysia, you're going to the next HTHNC dance if I have to drag by your ankles. :)

Thursday, December 13, 2007

geography, oh geography

this is another post that has to do with Guns, Germs and Steel. the chapter we just read talked about the two civilizations Maori and the Moriori and how they were both Polynesian islands but they developed so differently. The question is : "What role did 'geography' play in the developments of the Maori and the Moriori?"

I think geography had everything to do with the developments of these two civilizations. First of all, living in a smaller place compared to a bigger place is a huge difference. When your community is small and there aren't very many people (the Moriori on Chatham Island), having wars is a bad idea because eventually everyone will be terminated; the best solution to living in a small area is peace. Also, because the Chathams were so small, the island was forgotten, and isolated from all the other islands in Polynesia. They did thier own thing, the others did theirs, no one ever bothering the other. The Moriori liked their lives: food was plentiful and easy to get and their was peace, everybody knew everybody and everybody got along. In New Zealand where the Maori lived it was much bigger with ten times more people, thus wars were going on everywhere so sharper weapons were needed to survive. I never knew things could be so different based on the size and the amount of people on a piece of land.
On Chathams the tropical food that would normally grow in New Zealand (keep in mind the Moriori were originally Moari people) couldn't because of the cold climate of Chathams so the Moriori had to revert to hunter-gatherers. They didn't need heavy-duty weapons to catch the game because most were slow and some had no defense. Fishing was also an easy way to find food because the fish basically stayed still for you. In New Zealand, things were much different. It was a larger land mass with bigger game and more space for the animals to live in and hide in. The animals of New Zealand were bigger, smarter and faster thus harder to catch. The Moari had to have good weapons and hunting stradegies to get their food. So, when the two met up, one side new how to "really" hunt and fight, and the other, well, they didn't. Obviously, this caused a pretty big problem with thier "collision".
The geography of a place doesn't have some effect on the people and how they develop, it has EVERYTHING to do with that. If Chathams were bigger, well there's a whole nother story, but imagine what would happen: The Moari would have more competition, it would have been noticed more so there would have ultimatley been more violence and less food and both civilizations probably would have exterminated each other. History is an amazing thing if you really think about it, and we can learn from it...

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

What Really Happened??


okay, so my humanities class right now is reading the book "Guns, Germs and Steel" by Jared Diamond (it's a novel not a short story but there's not an underline button). it talks about why and how different continents developed at different rates. We were given this question from the book to use the information we knew and to answer the question: What happened to the Neanderthals after the Cro-Magnan appeared? well, this is my story...


Once upon a time there lived a peaceful almost-humann form: the Neanderthals. They lived in Europe and thrived there for hundreds of thousands of years. Nothing was their predator thus they lived in harmony with themselves and nature. Of course they did hunt, but only the animals that were not harmful and were easy to catch, not needing heavy-duty weapons. All was well until one day a new life form was sighted: the Cro-Magnan. The Neanderthals didn't know what to make of this new kind. They looked like them, but they were still very different. The Neanderthals didn't think they had anything to worry about though, since nothing had been their predator the whole time they lived in Europe.

One day, a Cro-Magnan approached the Neanderthal camp. Keep in mind, the Neandrothals had large brains and liked life and things the way they were, they liked peace and harmony, not violence. Well, the Neanderthals were curious and stared and studied not expecting a thing in the world. The two worlds stared at each other, then "shwooot!" a spear had pierced the head of the "chief" Neanderthal. This caused chaos and fear. Never before had the Neanderthals feared anything. They paniced, yet everyday more and more of them disappeared. Was it because of the Cro-Magnan's more advanced tools? Was it because the Neanderthals were so peaceful and totally unexpecting the feud between the two tribes? I'll let you decide.

The years passed on of the domination of the Cro-Magnan's and the steady decline of the Neanderthals. Well, there large brains did turn out to be of good use. It finally came to the Neandethals that if they kept on like this, they wouldn't survive and they didn't want to give up their high-ranking position. These "people" were dangerous and wouldn't stop until they were all killed, so they had a plan: they had to befriend their enemies; keep your friends close and your enemies closer...something to that effect. One day, a little Neanderthal girl walked away from camp, wanting to explore and find adventure. Eventually though, she lost her way. She looked around until she saw smoke rising through the air; that had to be her camp, there were no other colonizations in the area...or so she thougsht. It so happened that this camp was of the Cro-Magnans. As she entered the camp, she knew it wasn't right. She turned back, but felt a tap on her soldier. She turned around to find another young girl about her size standing right there in front of her. They stood staring, and before they knew it they were playing and laughing and having a good time.

It was a couple hours until the Neanderthals knew they were missing someone. When they figured it out they were very angry and they went to the camp. The Cro-Magnans didn't know what was going on until practically all of the Neanderthals stood at the front of thier camp. They stared, wondering who was going to start the blood shed. A Cro-Magnan raised a spear, when a sudden burst of laughter filled the air. The two new friends came running out from behing a teepee holding hands and giggling. The two colonies were stunned. Absolute shock filled them. They lowered their spears and weapons, knowing thye couldn't hurt the other with the two children being friends.

After a while, the Neaderthals and the Cro-Magnan became friends not foes, all because of the two children. They then began to mate with each other, and befoer they knew it the two colonies were combined. So, the Neanderthals didn't disappear after all, they just adapted and did what they had to do to stay alive and still thrive. The new colony lived happily ever after.

The End

Friday, December 7, 2007

9/11 I Miss You Daddy

Oh my goodness, this movie is so full of pain, loss and sadness. It shows the true and genuine feelings of those who have lossed loved ones from 9/11. Yet, this movie is so beautiful and full of meaning that's it's hard not to watch again. I started sobbing my eyes out when I watched it and I hope you do the same thing. Just remember that Jesus loves us and things only happen for a reason. GOD BLESS THE USA!

Thursday, November 29, 2007

discreet


I found this image and thought it was perfect for the word discreet. Discreet literally (lol) means secretive, subtle and/or sly. Either he's doing something discreet or something discreet happened to him, but either way this crtoon absolutley works!

subtle


This was an example in class but I thought it was genius so I'm using it. Where's Waldo is a perfect example of subtle because he's so small and barely noticeable. If you didn't know what the book was about you wouldn't even know you were looking for a man in a red and white striped shirt amongst all the cacaphony. (like that word mr.ross?)

forte


All right. I put a picture of sports for "forte" because my forte is sports. I'm very athletic and I love to play. I work hard to improve, and I always have fun getting sweaty and dirty...and pushing people down and getting yellowcards which I did once. :) Sports (soccer, volleyball and softball) are my strength and that's the one thing that I can put myself out there and thrive.

Tuesday, November 27, 2007

The Rat...Dun Dun Duuuuun


we did another response to a picture today only this one was of "littl-people". this artist makes little, and when i say little i mean VERY little people and scenes. to see these wonderful works of art go to littlepeople.blogspot.com. here's my response to "The Rat" picture:
"Which way did he go? Where is the monster?" Marshall the officer whispered. "I think he went down that way. Yeah, do you hear that?" the other officer Freddy replied. The two officers listened in silence as the echo of squeak squeak squeak filled the hallway and the scampering of big feet drowned out. "Let's go!" Freddy said in a hushed tone and ran after the beast. When he realized Marshall wasn't following him, he turned around. "Aren't you coming? We got to get this thing and destroy it before it destroys us!" Marshall answered, "Freddy, I don't know. It's so big, I mean, we'll probably die trying to kill it." The two colleagues just stared at each other for a couple moments. "Well," Freddy began," I'm going. This creature needs to be stopped once and for all." With that, he turned on his heel and ran down the almost black corridor. Marshall waited for what he himself had no idea. "Freddy? Freddy?" he whisper-yelled pretty much to himself. Footsteps. Marshall swirled around but only darkness greeted him. "Hello?" "BOO!" "AHHHHH!" Marshall let out a high-pitched scream and curled up in a ball on the ground. Freddy was laughing so hard he had tears running down his cheeks. "Fred that wasn't funny. You know I'm afraid of the dark!" "Sorry man, I couldn't resist. Anyway, come on Marshall. I found the monster; it is just around the corner. We'll be heroes when we kill it. And...I need another man. It is too big for just me." Freddy held out his hand. Marshall looked at it for a long time and then took it. The men rushed down the corridor to a big, bright open room. Marshall and Freddy had to adjust to the sudden light but then they saw... a long pink tail? "Freddy are you sure that's it?" "Of course that's it, that's the colprit. But listen, whatver happens, we're heroes." The two men slowly walked into the room never taking their eyes off the beast. When they got so close they were an arm's length away they held up thier guns. " You, you better get out of there. Our guns are loaded. We'll shoot." Freddy managed to speak. Nothing. "Stop whatever you're doing and put your hands where I can see them!" Marshall, from out of no where started up. The monster wriggled out of the box and faced the officers. They gasped and hugged each other. Then, it ran off and left them there. They stared in disbelief. "Now we have to go find it again." Freddy whined as they reagined thier balance. Then the house got light. "We're home!" The little officers turned white and fled for thier lives.

Monday, November 26, 2007

The Yellow-Turbaned Bandit


in mr.ross's class, we're doing a photography portfolio full of photography (who woulda known?) and creative writing on different pieces of photography. this is a poem i wrote about a piece of photography today:

Where he came from no one knows
but everyday he goes and goes
pillages towns and terrorizes people
and isn't afraid of anything

He fights like a ninja
Rides like the wind
on his dog, his best and only friend
The government is after him, the CIA too
but he always escapes, every time

Bullets won't stop him
or storms or hunger
as long as he finds a village to plunder
Whenever he comes near, everyone runs in absolute fear

I advise you poor soul who has no idea
about The Yellow-Turbaned Bandit
Never brave it and try to fight him
or a painful death you will get



Friday, November 23, 2007

E:prompt


To read the story I'm responding to, go to http://www.ross-ed.org/ and find the post "Thomson's Violin".

It would be really difficult for me to stay in a bed for 9 months straight, I don't know if I could stand it. I don't care if I could watch TV all day, or not go to school; I would literally go insane without running around, getting fresh air or just going outside. I would suffocate being in the same room all day, everyday for 9 months. That's about 250 days! Oh man would that be torture! But, if I didn't help out my musician, it would haunt me for the rest of my life and I wouldn't be able to live with myself, knowing that I just killed them. If you think about it, it's technically murder. I think it would be awesome to be able to talk with my musician and maybe even form a friendship, and then maybe I'd get free tickets every once in a while, or be able to borrow clothes. I wouldn't save her life for the glory or the benefits. First of all, I wouldn't be able to live without her music. I love it and I listen to it almost everyday. Also, she's a believer in Christ, and that's really important. If she wasn't a Christian I wouldn't save her because she wouldn't be saved anyway, but since she is... I also know that that's what Jesus would do, save her. He saved all our lives when He died on the cross and since He made that huge sacrifice for me, I would be willing, but reluctant, to make that sacrifice for someone else. After all of these pros and cons of helping, I know I would. It would be difficult, and I would vacillate about quitting half way through, but I'd push through and then my life would be that much better. This is definatley a hard question and one I hope I never have to face, and this is my answer for now; I don't know what I'd do in the future. I hope this would be my decision then too, but I'll probably never know.

Dungeons and Dragons and Death, oh my!

I am truly sorry for your loss, I cannot even imagine what you're going through. I would be devestated if I lost anyone from my family ( I am not old enough to have children). There are some fallacies in the "warning" you left about Dungeons&Dragons however. After knowing your son so well, the books you don't recognize are obviously at fault. How could anyone think any differently? But, don't you think that a book that he reads the most would be the problem; the one(s) he's most interested in? That's what I would think. And just because they're "towards the top" doesn't mean they're anymore significant than the very bottom one. Come one, let's be the least bit reasonable. But then again, I wouldn't be writing this comment if the post you posted was reasonable.
I do not and refuse to believe a computer game killed your son. I know some people get too addicted to the computer, I have a friend who is on 24/7 but she's perfectly fine and absolutley not dead. Maybe something else was going on in your son's life that he didn't tell you, that you didn't know about. Oh, but how could he not tell you every second of his day, every event of his life? How could you not have figured it out? Kids (me being one) can keep secrets when they want to. He could've been depressed, or maybe you didn't listen to him and pay attention to him. You did say that you knew "everything" about Billy, but did you? Did he think you knew "everything" about him? Being a kid can be difficult and maybe you just weren't being empathetic. I think the reason you blamed the game was because you couldn't stand to blame yourself for killing something that you loved so much.
Read these quotes that you wrote and actually listen to what you said. I think the "possible warning signs" really made me angry (I'm only going to go through 1 and 2): 1) "Does your child spend an excessive amount of time with friends inside unsupervised?" You know, some people don't like going outside, or have bad allergies. How could you say that someone has issues with D&D if they spend a lot of time inside? That's absolutley ridiculous! Sometimes I stay inside for a long time instead of going outside, but I don't play that game. I mean seriously! 2) "Does he question the rules and commands you lay down as a parent?" Every child at one time or another don't listen to their parents, it's normal. Sometimes i don't listen to my parents, but I'm still alive. None of this really makes sense, if you really read it. I have to be honest, it sounds stupid. I'm sorry, but it really does.
Then the "counter-arguments to retorts your child may have" (I'm only going to go one): " But Dungeons helps me develop an imagination." Maybe this really is true, but you're just brushing this possibility away like it's nothing. Then you go on to say that excessive amounts of imagination is bad, and it helps to create independent thinking. Are you hearing yourself? Oh no, my child can think for themselves! They think differently and question their friends and sometimes me! Whatever shall I do? How dumb! I think everyone should be an independent thinker, everything would be more interesting. You were probably still despondent when you wrote that, but honestly. This is a big pile of bologna!
I hope you've realized the foolishness of that post, and have seen how Dungeons&Dragons probably wasn't the problem.
Have a nice day!
Aubrea
Here is the website (can't think of the word right now) for that post this comment is for. Please take the time to read it, it's very interesting!
www.adequacy.org/stories/2001.8.1.165438.1158.html

Tuesday, November 6, 2007

My book review: Carpe Diem

Vassar Spore had her whole life planned out for her: 5.3 GPA, Valadictorian of Seattle School of Academic Excellence, and get a ph.D from Vassar. As her mother being a life coach and extreme planner, why not start with her daughter, right? Vassar is in every AP and AAP she can be in as a Sophmore, and it's not because she's great at school, it's because she plans right, and is prepared for anything. Her life was going just the way she wanted...until the phone call. Vassar has never seen her grandmother before but her sixteenth birthday present form her is an expense-free trek through Malaysia. But, this trip is over the summer, and practically all summer, interfereing with her academic career, which means maybe dropping her 5.3 GPA and ultimatley losing her title of Valedictorian. Will Vassar take this "trip of a lifetime" with a woman she's never laid eyes on? Is it worth enough to maybe give up her life goals? Follow Vassar through a summer she thought she'd never have, filled with adventure, difficulty, learning about herself, romance, a secret bigger than the Empire State Building, and having to Live in the Moment.

The way Autumn Cornwell writes this novel is intriguing. She writes so any reader can see, smell, taste, hear, and touch what is going on; I felt like I was in the story, with the protagonist in every minute of her day. I can also connect with Vassar because she faces obstacles that any teenage girl( or really any person in high school) in high school will/ have had to face. I learned a couple facts about Malaysia too. I wouldn't recommend this story for men because I don't think after reading it I'd read it if I were a guy, but it is a great story of perseverence, determination, finding out who you truly are, and being able to walk outside the circle.

Monday, November 5, 2007

SLC...


I'm a 95/100 (100 being a perfect student). I think I am that number in all my classes as well. I am very responsible and care about school and grades...I actually enjoy school. I turn my assignments in on time and to the best of my ability...most of the time. Sometimes things come up and I can't do my assignment the best I can, or I forget. I'm human, what can I say? For the most part though, I don't procrastinate(if I do, I get totally stressed out) and I do everything I'm asked to do. I also study for tests and quizzes. Sometimes I don't study as much as I'm supposed to, so my grade doesn't turn out that great, but that hasn't happened yet this year. I cram sometimes too, but juggling school, sports and family activities can be tough, so I'm working on diligently using my time in class, and then at home; I'm trying to prioritize a little better. I'm almost always heard in class giving my opinion on a story or a movie, or sharing something that I wrote. Speaking in front of the class really isn't that difficult for me. When working on a school project with a group (or without), I always do what I'm supposed to do. It's frustrating to come to school and find that I worked hard and did what I was supposed to do, but someone else didn't. Then, I hear,"Why didn't you call or email?" from a teacher or from them, and I knowI tried, but I just couldn't reach them. Overall, I take my work seriously and put my best effort into all it.

I don't do so well when I don't know the final product or what the final outcome will be. For me, it's like being enveloped in fog where you can't see your hand right in front of your face, and you get claustrophobic. I also don't ask many questions when I don't get something(particularly in math). I don't know why, I just worry more about that my peers will think I'm stupid rather than making sure I understand what is going on. That's something that really bothers me about myself. I know I need to, but I can't think of a good question to ask, or I don't want to come across as dumb not being able to understand something that is easy, per se. That is another thing I'm trying to overcome.

When school started, finally, in September I was ready for anything. The Summer Bridge made me excited to start the year. It did take me a while to adjust to the teaching style though. Going from a school that I was given structure in everything and I wasn't given hardly any choices to a school where the teachers ask me what I think about almost everything and I'm given basically all choices really struck me. I didn't get that memo at Bridge. I didn't know what to make of it at first and it was hard for me to open up and give my honest opinion. I've been able to get to know myself a little bit more now from that, and I'm not really afraid to share what's on my mind. I have to admit, sometimes it still is hard because I don't know what my peers will think.

At the end of the year I want to be an intelligent renegade that's not afraid to speak up and go her own way. I want to fully be able to voice my opinion and to think in a more logical, different, more creative way, and that's what I'm learning and I love it! A goal of mine is to get straight A's both semesters this year. I've gotten straight A's pretty much my whole life and I don't want to back down now. That's something I'm not: a quitter.

I've also gotten to interact with a whole bunch of people of all different races and work ethics. It's been an awesome experience to see how other cultures and parts of the world differ from mine. It is frustrating though when someone else's knowledge level maybe isn't as high or is higher then mine. I also love that our school is so tight. We are a small school so it's easier, but at the high school I was going to go to, I would never get this experience.

I also thrive when I'm challenged, and I've gotten nothing but challenge here...especially with my humanities teacher mr.ross. He forces me to be creative and he forces me to do things my own way, and it's really made me stronger.

I am a good student and I'm going to push myself to continue to be that way. I know if I keep working the way I'm working and acting the way I'm acting, I'll get to where I want to be...with my teachers' help of course!

Friday, November 2, 2007

The Box with Legs

"Who is that weirdo new kid?" Amanda asked Lindsey as the two snickered past. "I can't even tell if it's a boy or a girl," Lindsey answered back. The two girls giggled their way past the "new kid" to class. "Good morning class. How is everyone today?" The usual, grunt, snore, and silence filled the room. "Please, don't all answer at once." "No one even answered you," a very confused Courtney replied. "It's a figure of speech Courtney. Anyway, I hope you all haven't forgotten about the exam today-" Mrs.Schultz was cut off by the groans that rumbled through the classroom. "Ahem! Before the test however, I have a very important announcement: we have a new student!" All the kids turned their heads simultaneously toward the door. Nothing happened for a very long minute. Then, a box with legs and holes for the eyes entered the room. The class whisper-laughed and looked at each other incrediculously. "Class!" she exclaimed, and glared at her students. "He is from, is from, I'm sorry, where did you say you were from?" Not even the slightest breath could be heard from this box with legs. "Alright, well welcome to our class! Why don't you go and sit in the back there." The Box with Legs didn't move. "Uh, sweetie, there's a seat in the back for you right back there." The Box with Legs, or It as the kids called him, turned around and left the classroom. There was a metamorphosis in the room after the Box with Legs left.
"Hello, my name is Gloria Prince and I am the gaurdian of your new student. I am very sorry of the position I have put you in. You see, I don't know what gender It is, where It comes from, or what It's doing. Since I can't communicate with It, there's nothing I can do. I found It all alone on the park bench and I couldn't just let It sit there. Please ignore It and go about your day as you normally do. It does make noise because It thinks It's on Mars... I only know this because It draws pictures and pictures of that planet. That's all It does. I am sorry for any inconvienience I have put you or you classes in. Gloria Prince"
That was the message that was left on Mrs. Schultz's school line answering machine after school that day.
"So, how was school today Amanda?" Amanda's mom asked her at dinner. "Oh just the normal non-stop talking from the teachers, endless amounts of work, and major teenage drama. Oh yeah, we got a new student too. It's a total weirdo. It doesn't talk and It walks around with a box on Its head." Amanda snickered and slurped up some spaghetti. "Be nice Amanda. It's very hard to be the new kid. Since your grandfather's job required a lot of moving, I had a new school twice a year. It's very tough. Why do you call he or she 'It'?" her mother inquired. "It doesn't have a name. The teachers can't even make It talk. It wanders around the halls during class and makes weird noises." Amanda had a drink. "Does anyone else talk to him or her?" "Mom, It's weird and makes people feel uncomfortable. I don't want to go near It, It's creepy." "Before you can be excused I want you to say hi to him or her tomorrow. Strike up a convorsation. Amanda, you better be nice!" With that, Amanda got up, did her quotidian night stuff, and went to bed. As much as she wanted to go to sleep, Amanda couldn't keep her mind off It. When she finally fell asleep, she had the strangest dream: her friends and family were in it and they were all wearing boxes. It looked like they were on Mars. Amanda, her mom, everyone was there. There was none guy though that wasn't wearing a box, and Amanda couldn't tell who he was. He was tall, thin, and weraing sunglasses. "Excuse me, who are you?" Amanda asked puzzled that he was the only one not wearing a box. The guy turned. "My name is Luke. Why are you wearing box?" "i actually don't know. Wait, wait, wait, why aren't you wearing a box?" "I'm new here." That's all he said, and then he walked away. Then, it hit her: The guy without the box was It, Luke!
All of a sudden it was light, Amanda was in her own bed and she wasn't wearing a box. Amanda couldn't believe her dream. As she was about to leave for school, Amanda's mom called from the kitchen, "Be nice!!" She thought about it for a second then said, "Yeah, I think I will." :)
Tributes of this picture go to Ephraim Ross; he is the owner of this picture. To reach him, go to www.ross-ed.org to visit his blog and see how amazing he is. I only used the picture for you to see what I had to base my story on. I hope it worked! Drop me a comment in the box below to let me know what you thought!

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

Bible Verse of ALL time:

With God, ANYTHING is possible!
-Mathew 19:26

A Firey Update

Hey bloggers!
This is just an update on the SD Wildfires 2007. I was evacuated at 3:30am on Monday morning(October 22-last week) because my house was threatened by the Coronado Hills fire. My house and family are all safe though. :) Unfortunatley, the worst fires are still burning and destroing thousands of acres, homes and lives. The Witch Creek fire is 50 or 60% contained now and the Harris fire is a little above that, but that's not enough to keep them from harming. The fires are not as bad as they were a week ago, but there are still flames lighting up the sky, and ash and smoke are still being dispersed. Other fires are still burning too, but they are close to being fully contained, and aren't very harmful. I want to say thank you to our fire fighters: without you more of us would be injured, dead(I hate to put it so bluntly) and more property would be gone. You all are amazing men and women and are an inspiration to all! I thank you for your determination, bravery, and sacrifice; it's truly amazing that you risk your life to save others. You are truly works of the Creator. Then to the volunteesr who are helping in any way they can: I also thank you. Many people would be homeless, hungry and thirsty, cold and without comfort without you providing what you can to help those in dire need. May God bless you and be with you. Then to the evacuees: I am truly empathetic of your suffering and that constant fear and wondering. My situation wasn't very bad, but I still know what it's like. My prayers still go out to all those who have lost, and to those who are fighting to keep our country safe and fed. God loves you all, and so do I and I appreciate everything all of you are doing! God Bless each and every one of you!
All my love and hope and wishes,
Aubrea <3>

Monday, October 29, 2007

What Is Humanity??

Hey peoples! This is my latest humanities project. Just in case you haven't figure it out yet, this blog was pretty much made FOR my humanities class (go Mr.Ross!). Anyway, this movie "defines" what humanity is, per se. I want to hear from you if you liked it or not; what you agreed and disagreed with. I hope you like it! Oh yeah, if you're on youtube and see another "what is humanity" movie made in a humanities class or for a humanities class, please watch it. My classmates are all extremely intelligent and they come to school to learn, not because they have to. I go to HTHNC by the way. bye

Friday, October 12, 2007

Don't forget!

The front page of my blog is only the beginning of the things I have posted. Scroll down to the bottom of the page and click "older posts" if you want to see the older stuff I've done. I have a couple of pages of "older posts", just so you know!

Another thing: leave me some comments people! I want to know how you found my blog, what you do and don't like about my blog(especially if you go to my school).

What is different anyway?

I wrote this poem in 5 mintues today; it was an assignment in humanities. My teacher said," Okay, you have 5 minutes to write something about this picture. Go." The picture was what a kindergarten Esher would draw (in this case a dream house) and what the teacher would think of it and grade it. What made sense and didn't to the TEACHER. That's how it is. A student may turn in a piece of art or something else that makes perfect sense to them, but maybe not to the teacher. The work is marked down, thus judging a child's paradigm and creativity and imagination. Anyway, half the class groaned and asked, "What? What do we do?" I go to HTHNC by the way. It's a public charter school funded by Bill Gates. We do things differently, and we add a techno twist to almost all our projects. It's like, from our elementary and middle schools, we were given so much structure in how to do things that we've forgotten how to be creative and how to use it when we're given the opportunity. Here's my poem:
What is different anyway?
"This doesn't make sense.
Everything is upside down and opposite.
That doesn't go that way, it's all wrong!"
Why can't we be different and not looked down upon?
Why do we want to fit in and be the same, when some of us are meant to stand out?
Everything changes at one point or another,
Nothing ever stays the same.
How can our work be ridiculed and criticized and judged when the definition of "correct" or "right" escapes us?
Last time I checked, creativity and imagination had no rules.
We always hear, "The sky is the limit" but when we reach that high, it hurts more to fall.

Thursday, October 11, 2007

laugh out loud

Here's my joke:
It was lunch time at a Catholic school and all the kids were lining up. At the front of the line was a big pile of apples. A Nun left a note on them that read "take only one, God is watching." At the end of the line, actually, the very last thing, was a big pile of cookies for dessert. A first grade student left a note on the cookies that said: "Take all you want, God is watching the apples."
-That is why you don't mess with a little kid!

When in Rome...

Hey bloggers! We're having a little experiment in my humanities class at High Tech High North County. We have maps on each of our blogs that show where we're getting visitors from. Each student is to pick a place they think they'll get a visitor from. I've always wanted to go to Italy, and Rome. So, if you happen to stumble upon my blog and you happen to be from Rome, or you're in Rome, or you live around Rome, leave me a comment! I'll get a prize if I'm the first one to get a comment from the country or city I chose, so leave me something in the comment box right below this entry. Maybe tell me how you stumbled upon my blog. Thanks!

P.S. Feel free to leave me a comment even if you don't live in Rome, but anywhere in the WORLD. I would love to hear from you! Let me know how you found my blog, what you like or dislike about my blog,what you agree and disagree with on my blog, or just any random thing about my blog. Or if you want to tell me a little about you and culture, please do and deposit it in the comment box below. I would really like some input. I want to hear from YOU!

Wednesday, October 10, 2007

Tranquility

This picture describes tranquility because it is a very peaceful, calm landscape. There's not much of anything going on. I can hear the water in the creek trickling by over the rocks, and the gentle whoosh of wind through the trees. It also looks like a safe place to be. There are no visible dangers, and the trees and rocks would act as a protection if need be.

Tundra

This is literally the tundra of Wrangle Island, Russia. Tundra is frozen soil, and it covers the majority of the land around the world. Few plants can survive in such a habitat.

Flourish

This picture of a firwork finale works for the word flourish because the finale is a very dramatic part of the show where all kinds of colors and designs are going at once and it's overwhelming to watch.

Her name was Alexandra...

The Picture thing wouldn't work for me, but if you search "Bill Sullivan's Photography Project" on Google or whatever, click on the first website that comes up on Google, scroll down until you see a big square full of pictures that says "NYC Metro" at the top, and go to the 3rd row(25-36) and the girl I wrote this story on is the 1st one.
Alexandra was a slave. She was born in Swaziland, Africa. Her father died of HIV/AIDS and her mother had Malaria, so was unable to see in her left eye. Alexandra was the oldest of five children. Life in Swaziland was difficult. Food was hard to come by and the Lord's Resistance Army were in recruiting mode. They'd been kidnapping and killing more than ever. When her mother died a few months after her fifth child was born, Alexandra was left to care for her four younger and newest little sister. It was a common thing, for parents to die ten years or less after their first child. HIV/AIDS was getting worse and for a young girl to get food, they had to sell their bodies and virginity. They didn't do it for them though, they sacrificed themselves for their family to eat and survive. Life there was an extreme bummer. A few years after Alexandra was in their mud hut putting uncooked rice into a coconut shell for her young siblings. They were at the neighbor's house playing until it got dark. The next door neighbors were an extremely auspicious family. They had two toys and both parents were alive and had seven children, the oldest of them a college student. Anyway, since Alexandra had no money, and there was no electricity in the hut, she thought she'd let her only family left have a little fun. "Alexandra? Can you come out here please?" Alexandra thought it was a little early for the neighbors to be annoyed enough with her siblings to want them home already, but she obeyed and responded to the call. She put the dry rice on the spot on the floor where the "family" ate and went outside. She saw no one outside her hut, or the neighbor's, or anyone's. "Hello? Where is everybody?" Alexandra looked around, but the land around her was deserted. "Mrs. Ortega-" Alexandra saw stars and everything was black.
Alexandra woke up in a dark, cold, wet room. She was should to shoulder against another girl. The small building was jam-packed with people. There was a group of men at the from of the building, all tall, strong, scary looking men. They were branding numbers onto each person. 'That's what this is,' Alexandra thought. What she thought was just a group of people turned out to be a line. There was a truck outside, and another, and another. They were being filled with people and then drove off, vanishing into the darkness. Alexandra looke around, looking for anyway to escape this horror. All the doors were gaurded; she saw no way out. Alexandra knew where she was, and started to cry. She would never see her little brothers or sisters every again. She would be forced to work for nothing and treated like trash, like somebody'd property. She had been kidnapped into the Slave Trade.
"Next," the leader called in his gruff voice that made Alexandra want to cover her ears. She was rooted to the spot. unable to move. She knew there would be a punishment, there always was one, but she couldn't will herself to move. "Next!" the man yelled this time. The whole place got silent. I still couldn't move; she was frozen wth fear. "What do we have here?" the man asked no one in particular. "I suggest you move forward little lady, unless, you' rather end up like them." He pointed to a dusty corner, barely light enough to see the pile of people who refused to listen. Alexandra screamed with rage and fear for herself and her people. She couldn't stand they were being treated this way. The men attacked her before she knew what was happening. They grabbed her, hit her, pushed her down, scratched her. Anything they could've possibly done they did. They didn't kill her though. "Get her out of here! Have fun, little lady." He smirked and watched her with eveil eyes as she was "escorted" out of the eerie building. She was thrown in a truck, landing upon her head. She looked up to see curious little eyes watching her. They were kids of four and five, afraid to speak for fear they might say the wrong thing and be hit. She was seventeen, and to see they were selling four and five year olds as property, any age for that matter, were being sold as land, as property. Humans of any race weren't meant to be owned. That's not how God made humans to be. The truck started to bump as they started their long journey to Cape Cod, to take a ship to the United States, if they could survive that. Alexandra put her head down, too sad, and tired, and hurt to move. She didn't awake until they arrived on the shore of New York.
"We didn't think you'd made it," a man she didn't recognize said as he lifted her up(not gently) and pushed her forward. She was thrust into the light and to the stares of many. "Here we have a seventeen year old Swazy girl. She can cook, mop floors, take care of children, and do anything you want her to do. She's a little bit fiesty though, so be careful! Bidding starts at $5,ooo." The announcer looked at the crowd. "$5,000!" A young woman yelled. "$7,500!" A man called. the crowd was silent. "$7,500 going once... going twice..." "$10,000!" A man in a yellow suit called from the front row. "Congratulations, sir! you've just got yourself a slave!" The announcer practiaclly threw her off the stage, and she was immediatley backhanded at being "so rude". "Let's go," her owner said, shoving her through the sea of people. She was pushed so forcefully she had to run to keep her balance. Her owner took her to his car, hit her for no reason, and threw her into the back seat. The car rumbled to a start, and she off to her new home.
When the car finally stopped, she was at a huge white mansion. She could hardly get up, her head was buzzing and heavy and her muscles ached. "Get up you good-for-nothing negro!" Alexandra heard her master cry. She was pulled of the seat and the punched in the gut, knocking her down to her knees, for getting blood on the nice leather seats. She was lead to her room which was a tiny closet at the bottom of the stairs. She couldn't even lie down becaue there wasn't enough room. "You'll start in the morning," the man said, tripping her into the closet and locking the door. Alexandra was scared, and helpess, and hopeless. She cried herself to sleep in her new home.
The next morning she was awakened to freezing water being poured on the only clothes she had, which were dirty and full of holes by now. "Get up scum!" a new voice called; a female. Bright light suddenly filled the room. She was thrust to her feet and forced to move and open her eyes. She opened her eyes just in time to see a hand flying at her face. She closed them again, and put up a hand to block the impact. Just in time. "How dare you! How dare you treat me with such an attitude!" The man's wife screamed. "You'll be punished for that!" Alexandra was lead out to the garden where five more slaves, aging fromfive- sixty were working. The woman left her by the gate to the garden and stomped in, whispering to the oldest man there. His eyes went wide, then he moved and picked two peppers. The woman took them, walked toward Alexandra and stopped with the two tiny peppers in her hand. She plugged Alexandra's nose until she had to open her mouth to breathe, and the peppers were stuffed into her mouth. She was forced to chew and swallow. The peppers burned her tongue and throat and made tears come to her eyes. This was not the worst of her punishments.
The time passed by. Alexandra lost track of it and couldn't remember if she's been there a day, a month, a year? All she knew was she had to get out of there, see her family again. She did get paid, though very little, and she saved up what she had, not spending any of it. Her stomach ached with the pain of hunger, but not even that could break her determination. She was very sneaky, but she finally did it. One night, she was out working late and the gaurds were switching posts. She took the chance she was given, and ran. She ran ask fast, but as quietly as she possibly could. No one seemed to be chasing her, no one seemed to care. She was free! She had passed the gate and refused to look back. no one could catch her now anyway. She had done it! Escaped imprisonment. She turned in her masters and was given money and clothing. She was going to get another chance at life.
She got her ticket to the Subway to the airport, and was the happiest person on Earth when she went through that turnstyle. It was the end, and the beginning. Her life had really only just begun.

Monday, October 8, 2007

The way it ended...

This is my ending to a short story I read in humanities class today. It's called Crossing Spider Creek by Dan O'Brien. He didn't give an ending, but left us hanging, thus our assignment is to use our imaginations and come up with one. Check out this story on your own ( yes I'm going to have you work a little... look it up on Google or something) and let me know how my ending fits...

The seriously injured man, Tom, clicked for his horse to move accross the rushing icy creek. The frightened horse obeyed reluctantly, slowly inching accross the water. It was Tom's last chance at life. He felt the horse knew it too. The smell of the blood from Tom's arm drifted to the horse's nostrils. Its ears folded back timidly, as it crept forward to the other bank. This was Tom's life or death situation, and he wanted more then anything, to live; to see his dear carol again, and never live in silence again. "That's it, keep going. There you go," Tom coaxed the horse. The man became dizzy. 'I've probably lost so much blood I won't live anyway,' Tom thought. Blood dripped onto the horse and into the water. The horse shivered, and freaked. It bucked Tom onto the rocky bank, leaving him in the freezing liquid, and sharp rocks. The man stayed alive just long enough to see the horse standing on the bank, a look of apalogy in his eyes. for some reason, Tom knew the animal knew what it did, and was sorry. So, the seriously injured man was left on the bank of Spider Creek, in the freezing water, on sharp rocks. The frightened horse went back home... to Carol. But after that day, the horse's right femur was never strong enough to carry the poor beast.

Friday, October 5, 2007

The Library of Dust

Bang, bang, bang. "Let me in. Please, let me in! I need to see my daughter!" the anxious mother exclaimed. Tears ran down her face as she punded as hard as she could on the doors to the asylum. "Please. Please," she sobb-whispered. "Um, ma'm?" A blue uniformed man peeked his head around the side of the old building. "This asylum has been closed for 10 years now. No one has been here since then." He turned and started to walk away. His footsteps echoed from concrete sidewalk to concrete overhang. "Excuse me sir," the woman choked. "Who are you?" The man sighed and turned around. "My name is Manfred Bunnington. I was the janitor here once upon a time. I thought I'd give this place one last look before they knock it down next week." The mother gasped. "NO! Sir, uh, Manfred, um, Mr Bunnington? Can you please let me in? I need to find my daughter. I had a dream last night. She's here. God has guided me here.... I need to get in!" "Ma'm, your daughter isn't here. No one but you and me are here," Manfred said exasperated. "I know almost every patient that came and went here. If it's not too bold, what's your daughter's name?" "Sydney. Sydney Paige Matthews," the mother replied. Manfred's face went white. "I knew your daughter. I think she was the most brilliant here. Why did you send her here?" Manfred knew he had crossed the line, but he wantd to know. The woman looked away as a new river of tears made their way down her face. "I couldn'e stand it. She was my little girl. She was the sweetest, smartest, most athletic, just a parents' dream child. Then the car accident. Some drunk driver hit the side of the car that my baby was on. She was only 10. She had so much of her life that she needed to live. She couldn't talk right, walk right, or really think right after that. I was so devestated. I couldn't really look at her anymore. I loved her still, I still do, but it just didn't seem right. I thought this would be good for her. She could be social with people...like herself. Ashe wouldn't feel so left out." "Your daughter and I were good friends ma'm," Manfred said quietly. "Please, call me Cordelia." There was silence. Only the leaves rustled in the trees and the wind drifted by, carrying Cordelia's blonde hair. "I can show you the asylum Cordelia. I'll have to come with you, but I can get you in. I'll give you a little tour." Manfred opened the door with his handful of keys. "Manfred?" Cordelia asked as they entered the asylum. "My daughter came here 30 years ago. If this asylum closed 10 years ago, where is my daughter now?" Cordelia thought she knew the answer, but she wanted to confirm. It was Manfred's turn to tear up. "She died. When she was 20. 20 years ago. She wanted so much to go out and explore the world. Make new discoveries, travel. The asylum workers wouldn't hear of it. They had but 1 window in the whole place and it overlooked the ocean... her favorite thing in the world. Sydney spent all the time she could there. When she didn't have class or something else to do, she'd be at that window daydreaming, drawing, or writing stories and poetry. She was a phonomenal girl, full of passion and beauty. Her chesnut hair fell to her shoulders, and when the light hit it just right the halls sang. Her blue-green eyes matched the ocean, and the way he freckles sprinkled her nose and creme skin made her look like a porcelain doll. And that smile... Sorry, I'm rambling aren't I?" Manfred blushed and looked away. Cordelia had a nebulous look to her face, like she was thinking about 100 years ago. "She loved the ocean... Sydney did. She wanted to become a marine biologist and graduate from UC Santa Barbara. She never let me forget it. She loved the water in general, and the color blue. Blue and green. She did have a temper though. When she got angry, she was like a wave on a stormy day, with absolutley no control. You didn't want to be in her way at those times." By this time, the strangers were heading up a long flight of stairs. It was cold and dark in the old asylum. "Was it always this ominous here?" Cordelia inquired with a shiver. "I'm afraid that it was. As I told you before, there was only 1 window, and they never installed a hating system. But the people here lit up the plac with their smiles, and warmed it with their knowledge and love. It was a whole different place then. I can't believe the people here were treated the way they were. They were really no different than you or me, excpet for that fact that they didn't communicate in the same way. They were all wonderful people." His eyes were lost in thought. Cordelia couldn't find the picture Manfred described in her mind's eye, and frankly, she didn't want to. "Your daughter stayed here, in this room." Manny pointed a finger at a closed door. It hadn't been touched for so long that he had to kick it open. The door fell to the floor sending dust flying all over. Debris littered the floor and it crunched under their feet as the 2 walked. Cordelia looked around. At a far corner, she spotted something blue. She squinted at it, then rushed over. She wiped away the debris and picked up a little blue book. On the front "Sydney P. M" was etched. Cordelia oped the book to a crack and yellowed pages. Cordelia clutched her heart as she read the 1st entry.

January 13, 1967
Today was my first day of class. Mr.Manchester gave me this book. He said it'll help me deal with my emotions. He says that I get so angry because I keep my feelings in a bottle, and won't let nobody open it. I don't know what he's talking about. I don't even have a bottle. I miss my mommy. I don't why she let those peeple take me away. I failed her. She thinks I'm different, so she was disappointed and she didn't want me anymore. I'm sorry mommy. I didn't mean to embarrass you. I guess I'm getting what I deserve. The peeple here are nice. I like them. Espeshally Manfred. He is my first frend. Lord, please be with me as I spend my days here. I don't think mommy is going to pick me up.
Sydney P. M

Cordelia flipped through some more pages until she found Sydney's 16 birthday. She read:

March 13, 1975
Today is my 16th birthday. So what? I'm no different, just older. I'm the shortest of all the girls here. They tease me. No one is nice to me. Ecsept Manny. He's my bestes frend... I love him with all my heart. And you too God. No one can take your place. I don't like the way I am. I don't want to be here. I'm not that different, really. I want to explore. I can write better than I can talk. It's not fair, it's not fair! I have no where to go. No frends. Nothing. No one, not even my family want anything to do with me. I hate you mom! For making me come to sucha terruble place. You're not my mom no more! Wait, the voices, they're back. They tell me to kill Manny. Can't control hands and feet, can't talk no more. What happening? They're coming. The people are coming! I gotta go, get outta here. I'm not crazy! NO! Help! Leave me alone-

Cordelia slammed the book shut and dropped it. She couldn't stand to read what the crazy workers here were doing to her daughter."I'm such a terrible person. I didn't know asylums were bad. I thought it would be good for to be with other people like herself. I guess, I was wrong. In so many ways." Cordelia sighed a deep sigh and cried in her heart. She didn't want her daughter's lover to see her in such a way as this. "There's one more thing I think you should see." Manfred spoke suddenly from behind Cordelia's back. She jumped. "Sorry. Just follow me. Be careful though. There's stuff all over." He helped Cordelia up and led her out the door and down a long corridor with stairs. When they had reached the end of their journey, they came up upon a door. Manfred opened it with a creak. Cordelia walked in. She was surrounded by shelves of copper cans. "What is this?" Cordelia asked Manfred. She felt life buzzing all around her. "This is the 'Library of Dust'. That's what I call it anyway. It's everyone who went here, that died here without a family member to claim them. I wouldn've taken your daughter, but I'm not family. Sydney is here. I've looked time and time again, but I could never find her. Maybe you can." Manfred was very hopeful. "I swear, if I would've known about my daugher, I would've come to get her." She had already begun to search through the cans. Each one was a little different on the outside, and she could feel personality and life on the inside. After an hour of searching, they both grew weary. Cordelia was at the second to top shelf, the last row of cans, and Manfred wa somewhere on the other side. She came accross a can that was blue, green, white, drak blue, and gray; A can that perfectl resembled a wave. She felt her daughter. "Manfred! Manfred I found her!" Cordelia exclaimed, cradling the can like a new born baby. Manfred rushed over. He knew instantly that it was Sydney. The 2 people, who were strangers just hours before, now felt like they were old friends. They knew that Sydney was still alive in their hearts, that she's planned for this. They cried and cried. They left the asylum and brought Syney with them, down to the ocean. They sprinkled her into the ocean. "To our Sydney,"Cordelia whispered as a tear ran down her cheek. The 2 hugged, and then went on their way.

100 years later
"Let's go to Hollister. I need some more shirts," exclaimed Amanda. All the girls in the group nodded and clapped in reply. "Let's go then girls." A girl with chestnut hair and blue-green eyes was left at the back. Gina had Cerebral Palsey, so it was hard for her to control her muscles, even her mouth. She knew things, but it was difficult for her to communicate with others. "What about Gina?" A girl in the group asked Amanda. "Just leave her, she's weird anyway. How, again, did he get into our group?" The alpha snapped tartly. "She has no friends, so I invited her." "If you want to stay my friend, don't do that again!" Amanda whisper-screamed. The girls sped up and left Gina. 'Wait! Wait you guys! I... can't...go...that...fast.' Gina thought sadly as her friends were almost out of sight, and they didn't even know she was gone. She plopped sadly down on a bench. She turned her attention to the little patch of dirt next to her, and spotted something blue. She picked up a little blue book the color of the ocean that had "Sydney P. M" etched into it. Gia opened the book to a crack and yellowed pages, and read.

For more info on this topic, go to http://www.ross-ed.org/ and click on 'Library of Dust'.


Bible Verse

You call out to God for help and He helps- He's a good Father like that. But don't forget, He's also a responsible Father and won't let you get by with sloppy living. Your life is a journey, and you must travel with a deep consciousness of God.
-Peter 1:17-18

Monday, October 1, 2007

Our Government... if you can call it that!

Dear Legislator:
I saw a video in class on Friday and I just want to say thank you. You work through lunch, dinner,and going to the bathroom. Only a true leader could work through such troubles. Tell me, do you get lonely at all? You know, becasue 2/3 of your colleagues aren't there on voting days? And how tempting to vote for them; let me rephrase that: vote for them for what you want. I know such a leader as yourself with as much integrity as you have would never do something so dishonest, something so disgusting. You could never set an example like that for your future... to lie, and cheat to get what you want. Never!! Not someone like you. I bet you'd never try to make us Americans abide by a law that you, yourself would break every single day? Okay, let's face it, you're a hypocrite!! You don't care about anything as long as what you want to happen, happens. I was so bamboozled when I saw that video! My insides got turned out... and they're NOT supposed to be there! I mean, the government, the people that represent us... they act like kindergarteners!! Since you're getting paid how much money for what you "do", you're different than any average person and the rules suddenly don't apply to you?!? We're onto all of you. Just wait. The world will be set right one day... when you're old and gone. I thought only 4-6 year olds lied because they didn't know any better, until I saw what you do almost every day! I am sincerely appauled by your behavior... It's not acceptable!
Have a nice day!!
Aubrea


Thursday, September 27, 2007

What would you do?

You fall asleep, nice and cozy in your own bed, in your own house. You wake up to find you're in the hospital hooked up to (insert favorite musician here); YOU are the only way to keep this musician alive. All you have to do is stay connected to them (be in the SAME hospital bed) for 9 months and then the musician will be cured and well. Is is worth it? Is your life more improtant? Choose your own ending here:


For me, it really does depend. I don't think I could be on the same hospital bed for 9 months. I don't care if I didn't have to go to school or I could watch TV all day; I would seriously go insane. I'd suffocate being inside, being inside the same room all day, everyday, for 9 MONTHS! Not going outside and gettng fresh air and running around and rolling in the grass and swimming in the ocean, just being able to watch it through a pane of glass would kill me. I wouldn't be able to liv with mysef. I also vacillate btween things a lot and it would be torture to want to help this musician one minute, and then want him to die and let me get on with my life the next. I struggle with this constintly. Then again, I think it would be awesome to be able to talk and form maybe even a friendship with my musician. I'm really talking about a band (Rascal Flatts, but let's call it the lead singer) when I say musician. They're a young band who are loved and their songs are on Billboards everywhere. They still have the chance to write, sing and perform; they could Do SO much still. If it was an old man (70+) I think I would let them die (how cruel does that sound?) because they'd already lived their lives mostly and don't have that many opportunities left. I also wouldn't save them if they didn't believe in Jesus because H is EVERYTHING to me and anyone who doesn't believe in Christ isn't Saved anway. My musician is a Christian, and thinking about the sacrifice He made for me to be able to know Him and live, I know I can sacrifice my life to help someone else and to make a difference. My life is meant to serve Christ and I know that He would help save my musician and give up almost a year to help someone else, so I think I would make that sacrifice too. This is a difficult question and there are a lot of pros and cns to both sides, but I know that I'd follow my heart. My answer to this question may change in the future, but this is my NOW!

Paradigm

Paradigm means the way each individual looks at or views the world. God is my Savior, my Father, my Maker!! My faith is important to me, and I see God in everything I look at in the world. I view the world with God in every picture I see, and see Him in every tree, in every cloud, in every star. Christianity is the way I look at the world.

Bias

A "one way" sign, I think, is the perfect picture for the word bias. People who are bias are only for one side, and they don't give the facts about the other side(s). They only give one oppinion, one option, and they only go one way.

Plagiarize

I chose this picture for plagiarize because this girl is cheating on her test. She'll get the answer from the boy's paper, and then write it down on her own paper, claiming his work as her's. Plagiarism means claiming someone else's work and saying that you did it and that's exactly what she's doing.

Incognito

I chose a detective for the vocab word incognito because detectives are under cover and have secret identites to find clues. They also look for people who are in disguise and have secret idenites. The picture of a detective always appears in my mind's eye when I hear or think the word incognito.

Are humans animals?

Many people say that humans are so much different than animals, but when you ask them why they rarely ever have a reason. To be blunt, we're NOT that different from them. Humanity has in some ways put us in cages. We're trained to go to school, then work, then I don't know what, and if we're not there or we make mistakes, we get punished. In some ways, we're just like animals in the zoo. What do the animals think when we stare back at them through the glass in awe or disgust? Do they do the same thing? So many people oppose this idea, but they don't have a reason to. How different are they really? We have more technology, we can talk understandibly, we walk on both feet, we have a better sense of personal hygiene, and can do things for ourselves. Do animals talk, but we don't listen? Are they trying to communicate, but we just don't want to hear it? They probably think that we're the animals. Next time you think about the differences between humans and animals, maybe you should try and see the simliarities. Maybe we are 2 completley different species... but then again, maybe we're not.