
Wednesday, December 26, 2007
a poem....

Saturday, December 22, 2007
Little Red
Got red hair? if not, too bad... bummer for you! if you do, you're still not as cool as this little girl right here. WOOT! Tuesday, December 18, 2007
Take the time...say thank you
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What do you like to eat?

radio and carbon are dating?

Radiocarbon dating is a process scientists use to determine dates of food production. This helps to visualize how and why different countries developed at different rates (which is the main question of this book). This method is based upon the slow decay of radioactive carbon into the nonradioactive isotope nitrogen. Everyone knows that plants take up atmospheric carbon which has a pretty constant ratio of carbon 14. That plant's carbon goes on to "form the body" of the herbivore that ate it, and the carnivore that ate that. After an animal or plant dies however it realeases carbon making it difficult to measure. From this the age of the material from a certain archealogical site can be determined.
This process isn't all good though. In the 1980s, this process required a lot of carbon ( a few grams), much more then the amount in a seed or bone. So, scientists had to resort to dating material from near that same site. You can never really tell with this if the material that was found was really left at the same time, by the same people that inhabited that area. Which leads me to the next downer of this method: The different materials can be mixed by ants, or rats or other travelers like that messing up the data. For example, materials can end up close by artifacts that were eaten a thousand years earlier or later. It wasn't a very accurate way to accumulate data on food production, but with time most of the ends have been tied up.
Sunday, December 16, 2007
Spaniards vs. Indians
"There were 10,000 or so of us Indian soldiers, lined up against the horizan, ready to fight to the death. We had never invaded anybodys' land; we kept to ourselves, stayed in our 'area'. All of a sudden, the Spaniards were on our land wanting our Chief in Cajamarca. The Spaniards were on our land for many, many, many moons. They came with giant beasts that were fast and strong, they had diseases that spread throughout our colony and killed off 95% of the Indian population, and they had awful machines that sounded like firecrackers and could kill you before you blinked. This is the story of the Indian...the real story.
"This all began in the center of Cajamarca, where Pizarro wanted to see our Chief. He said he had no intentions of hurting or insulting him, he only had a desire to meet him. We knew no history of these powerful people, so we could only follow along. We have rules here though that I'm sure the Spaniards didn't understand seeing that we spoke two different languages, had two total different beliefs and traditions. Anyway, unless you are of high relation to Atahuallpa you don't touch him, don't look him in the eye, and most of the time you don't even speak to him and when you give him something, you DON'T take it back. That's exactly what Pizarro did. He gave our Chief a book but we had no idea why or what it was. We all held our breath when the Spaniard leader starting reaching for the book, looking to get it back. As he would any of us, Atahuallpa slapped Pizarro and through the book; he had no desire to accept a gift of the enemy. That's how the whole battle started: miscommunication.
"Pizarro sent out a terrible cry of anger and before we knew it, what seemed like thousands of them were spilling out of the buildings and bushes and running straight at us. I was a soldier: fight to the death to save my people, and I was high enough in ranking that if it was necessary, I would protect our Chief, his family and the other political figures of the Indians. As I was saying, all the Spaniards took us so by surprise that some couldn't even get their weapons up, they were so shocked and terrified. Others had only a club and slingshot which didn't stand a chance against the steel swords and guns the Spaniards carried. There was death and blood and tumult all around me that I couldn't focus. Then I heard it: the horn for help. This was a ram's horn that was blown whenever reinforcements were needed. I knew this was for me. I dodged the enemies coming at me and ran as fast as I could. By the time I got there, my people were already piling on top of each other, protecting as many people as they could. This was one of our strategies: pile onto of our political figures to save them. We were to protect our people at any cost. And, it distracted the Spaniards..it worked every time. They thought we were stupid, that we panicked so we killed ourselves, but we protected oursleves in the long run. I was very injured, a soldier from the other side sliced deep into my leg and gashed my head. I had passed out, leading them to believe I was dead. I woke up about a week later, not able to walk and with a bad headache. I looked around. All the Spaniards were gone, almost all of us Indians dead. Only few survived, and only a sliver of those people lived. I was one of them. I wanted people to know what really happened, how horrid the Spaniards were. Now you know the truth, the tale of the Native Americans."
A few words of advice
-live your life to the fullest; take chances and don't hold back
-laugh at everything that doesn't mean anything
-love with all you have and MORE!
Saturday, December 15, 2007
Dance to the music!
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= FUN!Last night was the Winter Formal for High Tech High North County...the first one this new school has ever done. Yeah I made history! WOOT! anywho, it was really really really fun! I danced like crazy, hung with my peeps, went half deaf and had the time of my life! Everyone was so pretty and all dressed up. It was bomb yo! For those of you who were 'too good to go', YOU MISSED OUT BIG TIME! Thank you to ASB for making the night possible, it was awesome! It went by so fast and I didn't want to leave when it was over. I can't WAIT til the next one! :) my love goes out to you all!
love, aubrea
P.S. elysia, you're going to the next HTHNC dance if I have to drag by your ankles. :)
Thursday, December 13, 2007
geography, oh geography
I think geography had everything to do with the developments of these two civilizations. First of all, living in a smaller place compared to a bigger place is a huge difference. When your community is small and there aren't very many people (the Moriori on Chatham Island), having wars is a bad idea because eventually everyone will be terminated; the best solution to living in a small area is peace. Also, because the Chathams were so small, the island was forgotten, and isolated from all the other islands in Polynesia. They did thier own thing, the others did theirs, no one ever bothering the other. The Moriori liked their lives: food was plentiful and easy to get and their was peace, everybody knew everybody and everybody got along. In New Zealand where the Maori lived it was much bigger with ten times more people, thus wars were going on everywhere so sharper weapons were needed to survive. I never knew things could be so different based on the size and the amount of people on a piece of land.
On Chathams the tropical food that would normally grow in New Zealand (keep in mind the Moriori were originally Moari people) couldn't because of the cold climate of Chathams so the Moriori had to revert to hunter-gatherers. They didn't need heavy-duty weapons to catch the game because most were slow and some had no defense. Fishing was also an easy way to find food because the fish basically stayed still for you. In New Zealand, things were much different. It was a larger land mass with bigger game and more space for the animals to live in and hide in. The animals of New Zealand were bigger, smarter and faster thus harder to catch. The Moari had to have good weapons and hunting stradegies to get their food. So, when the two met up, one side new how to "really" hunt and fight, and the other, well, they didn't. Obviously, this caused a pretty big problem with thier "collision".
The geography of a place doesn't have some effect on the people and how they develop, it has EVERYTHING to do with that. If Chathams were bigger, well there's a whole nother story, but imagine what would happen: The Moari would have more competition, it would have been noticed more so there would have ultimatley been more violence and less food and both civilizations probably would have exterminated each other. History is an amazing thing if you really think about it, and we can learn from it...
Tuesday, December 11, 2007
What Really Happened??

Friday, December 7, 2007
9/11 I Miss You Daddy
Oh my goodness, this movie is so full of pain, loss and sadness. It shows the true and genuine feelings of those who have lossed loved ones from 9/11. Yet, this movie is so beautiful and full of meaning that's it's hard not to watch again. I started sobbing my eyes out when I watched it and I hope you do the same thing. Just remember that Jesus loves us and things only happen for a reason. GOD BLESS THE USA!
Thursday, November 29, 2007
discreet
subtle

This was an example in class but I thought it was genius so I'm using it. Where's Waldo is a perfect example of subtle because he's so small and barely noticeable. If you didn't know what the book was about you wouldn't even know you were looking for a man in a red and white striped shirt amongst all the cacaphony. (like that word mr.ross?)
forte

All right. I put a picture of sports for "forte" because my forte is sports. I'm very athletic and I love to play. I work hard to improve, and I always have fun getting sweaty and dirty...and pushing people down and getting yellowcards which I did once. :) Sports (soccer, volleyball and softball) are my strength and that's the one thing that I can put myself out there and thrive.
Tuesday, November 27, 2007
The Rat...Dun Dun Duuuuun

"Which way did he go? Where is the monster?" Marshall the officer whispered. "I think he went down that way. Yeah, do you hear that?" the other officer Freddy replied. The two officers listened in silence as the echo of squeak squeak squeak filled the hallway and the scampering of big feet drowned out. "Let's go!" Freddy said in a hushed tone and ran after the beast. When he realized Marshall wasn't following him, he turned around. "Aren't you coming? We got to get this thing and destroy it before it destroys us!" Marshall answered, "Freddy, I don't know. It's so big, I mean, we'll probably die trying to kill it." The two colleagues just stared at each other for a couple moments. "Well," Freddy began," I'm going. This creature needs to be stopped once and for all." With that, he turned on his heel and ran down the almost black corridor. Marshall waited for what he himself had no idea. "Freddy? Freddy?" he whisper-yelled pretty much to himself. Footsteps. Marshall swirled around but only darkness greeted him. "Hello?" "BOO!" "AHHHHH!" Marshall let out a high-pitched scream and curled up in a ball on the ground. Freddy was laughing so hard he had tears running down his cheeks. "Fred that wasn't funny. You know I'm afraid of the dark!" "Sorry man, I couldn't resist. Anyway, come on Marshall. I found the monster; it is just around the corner. We'll be heroes when we kill it. And...I need another man. It is too big for just me." Freddy held out his hand. Marshall looked at it for a long time and then took it. The men rushed down the corridor to a big, bright open room. Marshall and Freddy had to adjust to the sudden light but then they saw... a long pink tail? "Freddy are you sure that's it?" "Of course that's it, that's the colprit. But listen, whatver happens, we're heroes." The two men slowly walked into the room never taking their eyes off the beast. When they got so close they were an arm's length away they held up thier guns. " You, you better get out of there. Our guns are loaded. We'll shoot." Freddy managed to speak. Nothing. "Stop whatever you're doing and put your hands where I can see them!" Marshall, from out of no where started up. The monster wriggled out of the box and faced the officers. They gasped and hugged each other. Then, it ran off and left them there. They stared in disbelief. "Now we have to go find it again." Freddy whined as they reagined thier balance. Then the house got light. "We're home!" The little officers turned white and fled for thier lives.
Monday, November 26, 2007
The Yellow-Turbaned Bandit

Where he came from no one knows
but everyday he goes and goes
pillages towns and terrorizes people
and isn't afraid of anything
He fights like a ninja
Rides like the wind
on his dog, his best and only friend
The government is after him, the CIA too
but he always escapes, every time
Bullets won't stop him
or storms or hunger
as long as he finds a village to plunder
Whenever he comes near, everyone runs in absolute fear
I advise you poor soul who has no idea
about The Yellow-Turbaned Bandit
Never brave it and try to fight him
or a painful death you will get
Friday, November 23, 2007
E:prompt

Dungeons and Dragons and Death, oh my!
I do not and refuse to believe a computer game killed your son. I know some people get too addicted to the computer, I have a friend who is on 24/7 but she's perfectly fine and absolutley not dead. Maybe something else was going on in your son's life that he didn't tell you, that you didn't know about. Oh, but how could he not tell you every second of his day, every event of his life? How could you not have figured it out? Kids (me being one) can keep secrets when they want to. He could've been depressed, or maybe you didn't listen to him and pay attention to him. You did say that you knew "everything" about Billy, but did you? Did he think you knew "everything" about him? Being a kid can be difficult and maybe you just weren't being empathetic. I think the reason you blamed the game was because you couldn't stand to blame yourself for killing something that you loved so much.
Read these quotes that you wrote and actually listen to what you said. I think the "possible warning signs" really made me angry (I'm only going to go through 1 and 2): 1) "Does your child spend an excessive amount of time with friends inside unsupervised?" You know, some people don't like going outside, or have bad allergies. How could you say that someone has issues with D&D if they spend a lot of time inside? That's absolutley ridiculous! Sometimes I stay inside for a long time instead of going outside, but I don't play that game. I mean seriously! 2) "Does he question the rules and commands you lay down as a parent?" Every child at one time or another don't listen to their parents, it's normal. Sometimes i don't listen to my parents, but I'm still alive. None of this really makes sense, if you really read it. I have to be honest, it sounds stupid. I'm sorry, but it really does.
Then the "counter-arguments to retorts your child may have" (I'm only going to go one): " But Dungeons helps me develop an imagination." Maybe this really is true, but you're just brushing this possibility away like it's nothing. Then you go on to say that excessive amounts of imagination is bad, and it helps to create independent thinking. Are you hearing yourself? Oh no, my child can think for themselves! They think differently and question their friends and sometimes me! Whatever shall I do? How dumb! I think everyone should be an independent thinker, everything would be more interesting. You were probably still despondent when you wrote that, but honestly. This is a big pile of bologna!
I hope you've realized the foolishness of that post, and have seen how Dungeons&Dragons probably wasn't the problem.
Have a nice day!
Aubrea
Here is the website (can't think of the word right now) for that post this comment is for. Please take the time to read it, it's very interesting!
www.adequacy.org/stories/2001.8.1.165438.1158.html
Tuesday, November 6, 2007
My book review: Carpe Diem
Vassar Spore had her whole life planned out for her: 5.3 GPA, Valadictorian of Seattle School of Academic Excellence, and get a ph.D from Vassar. As her mother being a life coach and extreme planner, why not start with her daughter, right? Vassar is in every AP and AAP she can be in as a Sophmore, and it's not because she's great at school, it's because she plans right, and is prepared for anything. Her life was going just the way she wanted...until the phone call. Vassar has never seen her grandmother before but her sixteenth birthday present form her is an expense-free trek through Malaysia. But, this trip is over the summer, and practically all summer, interfereing with her academic career, which means maybe dropping her 5.3 GPA and ultimatley losing her title of Valedictorian. Will Vassar take this "trip of a lifetime" with a woman she's never laid eyes on? Is it worth enough to maybe give up her life goals? Follow Vassar through a summer she thought she'd never have, filled with adventure, difficulty, learning about herself, romance, a secret bigger than the Empire State Building, and having to Live in the Moment. The way Autumn Cornwell writes this novel is intriguing. She writes so any reader can see, smell, taste, hear, and touch what is going on; I felt like I was in the story, with the protagonist in every minute of her day. I can also connect with Vassar because she faces obstacles that any teenage girl( or really any person in high school) in high school will/ have had to face. I learned a couple facts about Malaysia too. I wouldn't recommend this story for men because I don't think after reading it I'd read it if I were a guy, but it is a great story of perseverence, determination, finding out who you truly are, and being able to walk outside the circle.
Monday, November 5, 2007
SLC...

Friday, November 2, 2007
The Box with Legs
"Who is that weirdo new kid?" Amanda asked Lindsey as the two snickered past. "I can't even tell if it's a boy or a girl," Lindsey answered back. The two girls giggled their way past the "new kid" to class. "Good morning class. How is everyone today?" The usual, grunt, snore, and silence filled the room. "Please, don't all answer at once." "No one even answered you," a very confused Courtney replied. "It's a figure of speech Courtney. Anyway, I hope you all haven't forgotten about the exam today-" Mrs.Schultz was cut off by the groans that rumbled through the classroom. "Ahem! Before the test however, I have a very important announcement: we have a new student!" All the kids turned their heads simultaneously toward the door. Nothing happened for a very long minute. Then, a box with legs and holes for the eyes entered the room. The class whisper-laughed and looked at each other incrediculously. "Class!" she exclaimed, and glared at her students. "He is from, is from, I'm sorry, where did you say you were from?" Not even the slightest breath could be heard from this box with legs. "Alright, well welcome to our class! Why don't you go and sit in the back there." The Box with Legs didn't move. "Uh, sweetie, there's a seat in the back for you right back there." The Box with Legs, or It as the kids called him, turned around and left the classroom. There was a metamorphosis in the room after the Box with Legs left. "Hello, my name is Gloria Prince and I am the gaurdian of your new student. I am very sorry of the position I have put you in. You see, I don't know what gender It is, where It comes from, or what It's doing. Since I can't communicate with It, there's nothing I can do. I found It all alone on the park bench and I couldn't just let It sit there. Please ignore It and go about your day as you normally do. It does make noise because It thinks It's on Mars... I only know this because It draws pictures and pictures of that planet. That's all It does. I am sorry for any inconvienience I have put you or you classes in. Gloria Prince"
That was the message that was left on Mrs. Schultz's school line answering machine after school that day.
"So, how was school today Amanda?" Amanda's mom asked her at dinner. "Oh just the normal non-stop talking from the teachers, endless amounts of work, and major teenage drama. Oh yeah, we got a new student too. It's a total weirdo. It doesn't talk and It walks around with a box on Its head." Amanda snickered and slurped up some spaghetti. "Be nice Amanda. It's very hard to be the new kid. Since your grandfather's job required a lot of moving, I had a new school twice a year. It's very tough. Why do you call he or she 'It'?" her mother inquired. "It doesn't have a name. The teachers can't even make It talk. It wanders around the halls during class and makes weird noises." Amanda had a drink. "Does anyone else talk to him or her?" "Mom, It's weird and makes people feel uncomfortable. I don't want to go near It, It's creepy." "Before you can be excused I want you to say hi to him or her tomorrow. Strike up a convorsation. Amanda, you better be nice!" With that, Amanda got up, did her quotidian night stuff, and went to bed. As much as she wanted to go to sleep, Amanda couldn't keep her mind off It. When she finally fell asleep, she had the strangest dream: her friends and family were in it and they were all wearing boxes. It looked like they were on Mars. Amanda, her mom, everyone was there. There was none guy though that wasn't wearing a box, and Amanda couldn't tell who he was. He was tall, thin, and weraing sunglasses. "Excuse me, who are you?" Amanda asked puzzled that he was the only one not wearing a box. The guy turned. "My name is Luke. Why are you wearing box?" "i actually don't know. Wait, wait, wait, why aren't you wearing a box?" "I'm new here." That's all he said, and then he walked away. Then, it hit her: The guy without the box was It, Luke!
All of a sudden it was light, Amanda was in her own bed and she wasn't wearing a box. Amanda couldn't believe her dream. As she was about to leave for school, Amanda's mom called from the kitchen, "Be nice!!" She thought about it for a second then said, "Yeah, I think I will." :)
Tributes of this picture go to Ephraim Ross; he is the owner of this picture. To reach him, go to www.ross-ed.org to visit his blog and see how amazing he is. I only used the picture for you to see what I had to base my story on. I hope it worked! Drop me a comment in the box below to let me know what you thought!
Tuesday, October 30, 2007
A Firey Update
Hey bloggers!This is just an update on the SD Wildfires 2007. I was evacuated at 3:30am on Monday morning(October 22-last week) because my house was threatened by the Coronado Hills fire. My house and family are all safe though. :) Unfortunatley, the worst fires are still burning and destroing thousands of acres, homes and lives. The Witch Creek fire is 50 or 60% contained now and the Harris fire is a little above that, but that's not enough to keep them from harming. The fires are not as bad as they were a week ago, but there are still flames lighting up the sky, and ash and smoke are still being dispersed. Other fires are still burning too, but they are close to being fully contained, and aren't very harmful. I want to say thank you to our fire fighters: without you more of us would be injured, dead(I hate to put it so bluntly) and more property would be gone. You all are amazing men and women and are an inspiration to all! I thank you for your determination, bravery, and sacrifice; it's truly amazing that you risk your life to save others. You are truly works of the Creator. Then to the volunteesr who are helping in any way they can: I also thank you. Many people would be homeless, hungry and thirsty, cold and without comfort without you providing what you can to help those in dire need. May God bless you and be with you. Then to the evacuees: I am truly empathetic of your suffering and that constant fear and wondering. My situation wasn't very bad, but I still know what it's like. My prayers still go out to all those who have lost, and to those who are fighting to keep our country safe and fed. God loves you all, and so do I and I appreciate everything all of you are doing! God Bless each and every one of you!
All my love and hope and wishes,
Aubrea <3>
Monday, October 29, 2007
What Is Humanity??
Hey peoples! This is my latest humanities project. Just in case you haven't figure it out yet, this blog was pretty much made FOR my humanities class (go Mr.Ross!). Anyway, this movie "defines" what humanity is, per se. I want to hear from you if you liked it or not; what you agreed and disagreed with. I hope you like it! Oh yeah, if you're on youtube and see another "what is humanity" movie made in a humanities class or for a humanities class, please watch it. My classmates are all extremely intelligent and they come to school to learn, not because they have to. I go to HTHNC by the way. bye
Friday, October 12, 2007
Don't forget!
Another thing: leave me some comments people! I want to know how you found my blog, what you do and don't like about my blog(especially if you go to my school).
What is different anyway?
What is different anyway?
"This doesn't make sense.
Everything is upside down and opposite.
That doesn't go that way, it's all wrong!"
Why can't we be different and not looked down upon?
Why do we want to fit in and be the same, when some of us are meant to stand out?
Everything changes at one point or another,
Nothing ever stays the same.
How can our work be ridiculed and criticized and judged when the definition of "correct" or "right" escapes us?
Last time I checked, creativity and imagination had no rules.
We always hear, "The sky is the limit" but when we reach that high, it hurts more to fall.
Thursday, October 11, 2007
laugh out loud
It was lunch time at a Catholic school and all the kids were lining up. At the front of the line was a big pile of apples. A Nun left a note on them that read "take only one, God is watching." At the end of the line, actually, the very last thing, was a big pile of cookies for dessert. A first grade student left a note on the cookies that said: "Take all you want, God is watching the apples."
-That is why you don't mess with a little kid!
When in Rome...
Hey bloggers! We're having a little experiment in my humanities class at High Tech High North County. We have maps on each of our blogs that show where we're getting visitors from. Each student is to pick a place they think they'll get a visitor from. I've always wanted to go to Italy, and Rome. So, if you happen to stumble upon my blog and you happen to be from Rome, or you're in Rome, or you live around Rome, leave me a comment! I'll get a prize if I'm the first one to get a comment from the country or city I chose, so leave me something in the comment box right below this entry. Maybe tell me how you stumbled upon my blog. Thanks!P.S. Feel free to leave me a comment even if you don't live in Rome, but anywhere in the WORLD. I would love to hear from you! Let me know how you found my blog, what you like or dislike about my blog,what you agree and disagree with on my blog, or just any random thing about my blog. Or if you want to tell me a little about you and culture, please do and deposit it in the comment box below. I would really like some input. I want to hear from YOU!
Wednesday, October 10, 2007
Tranquility
This picture describes tranquility because it is a very peaceful, calm landscape. There's not much of anything going on. I can hear the water in the creek trickling by over the rocks, and the gentle whoosh of wind through the trees. It also looks like a safe place to be. There are no visible dangers, and the trees and rocks would act as a protection if need be.
Tundra
Flourish
Her name was Alexandra...
Monday, October 8, 2007
The way it ended...
The seriously injured man, Tom, clicked for his horse to move accross the rushing icy creek. The frightened horse obeyed reluctantly, slowly inching accross the water. It was Tom's last chance at life. He felt the horse knew it too. The smell of the blood from Tom's arm drifted to the horse's nostrils. Its ears folded back timidly, as it crept forward to the other bank. This was Tom's life or death situation, and he wanted more then anything, to live; to see his dear carol again, and never live in silence again. "That's it, keep going. There you go," Tom coaxed the horse. The man became dizzy. 'I've probably lost so much blood I won't live anyway,' Tom thought. Blood dripped onto the horse and into the water. The horse shivered, and freaked. It bucked Tom onto the rocky bank, leaving him in the freezing liquid, and sharp rocks. The man stayed alive just long enough to see the horse standing on the bank, a look of apalogy in his eyes. for some reason, Tom knew the animal knew what it did, and was sorry. So, the seriously injured man was left on the bank of Spider Creek, in the freezing water, on sharp rocks. The frightened horse went back home... to Carol. But after that day, the horse's right femur was never strong enough to carry the poor beast.
Friday, October 5, 2007
The Library of Dust
Bang, bang, bang. "Let me in. Please, let me in! I need to see my daughter!" the anxious mother exclaimed. Tears ran down her face as she punded as hard as she could on the doors to the asylum. "Please. Please," she sobb-whispered. "Um, ma'm?" A blue uniformed man peeked his head around the side of the old building. "This asylum has been closed for 10 years now. No one has been here since then." He turned and started to walk away. His footsteps echoed from concrete sidewalk to concrete overhang. "Excuse me sir," the woman choked. "Who are you?" The man sighed and turned around. "My name is Manfred Bunnington. I was the janitor here once upon a time. I thought I'd give this place one last look before they knock it down next week." The mother gasped. "NO! Sir, uh, Manfred, um, Mr Bunnington? Can you please let me in? I need to find my daughter. I had a dream last night. She's here. God has guided me here.... I need to get in!" "Ma'm, your daughter isn't here. No one but you and me are here," Manfred said exasperated. "I know almost every patient that came and went here. If it's not too bold, what's your daughter's name?" "Sydney. Sydney Paige Matthews," the mother replied. Manfred's face went white. "I knew your daughter. I think she was the most brilliant here. Why did you send her here?" Manfred knew he had crossed the line, but he wantd to know. The woman looked away as a new river of tears made their way down her face. "I couldn'e stand it. She was my little girl. She was the sweetest, smartest, most athletic, just a parents' dream child. Then the car accident. Some drunk driver hit the side of the car that my baby was on. She was only 10. She had so much of her life that she needed to live. She couldn't talk right, walk right, or really think right after that. I was so devestated. I couldn't really look at her anymore. I loved her still, I still do, but it just didn't seem right. I thought this would be good for her. She could be social with people...like herself. Ashe wouldn't feel so left out." "Your daughter and I were good friends ma'm," Manfred said quietly. "Please, call me Cordelia." There was silence. Only the leaves rustled in the trees and the wind drifted by, carrying Cordelia's blonde hair. "I can show you the asylum Cordelia. I'll have to come with you, but I can get you in. I'll give you a little tour." Manfred opened the door with his handful of keys. "Manfred?" Cordelia asked as they entered the asylum. "My daughter came here 30 years ago. If this asylum closed 10 years ago, where is my daughter now?" Cordelia thought she knew the answer, but she wanted to confirm. It was Manfred's turn to tear up. "She died. When she was 20. 20 years ago. She wanted so much to go out and explore the world. Make new discoveries, travel. The asylum workers wouldn't hear of it. They had but 1 window in the whole place and it overlooked the ocean... her favorite thing in the world. Sydney spent all the time she could there. When she didn't have class or something else to do, she'd be at that window daydreaming, drawing, or writing stories and poetry. She was a phonomenal girl, full of passion and beauty. Her chesnut hair fell to her shoulders, and when the light hit it just right the halls sang. Her blue-green eyes matched the ocean, and the way he freckles sprinkled her nose and creme skin made her look like a porcelain doll. And that smile... Sorry, I'm rambling aren't I?" Manfred blushed and looked away. Cordelia had a nebulous look to her face, like she was thinking about 100 years ago. "She loved the ocean... Sydney did. She wanted to become a marine biologist and graduate from UC Santa Barbara. She never let me forget it. She loved the water in general, and the color blue. Blue and green. She did have a temper though. When she got angry, she was like a wave on a stormy day, with absolutley no control. You didn't want to be in her way at those times." By this time, the strangers were heading up a long flight of stairs. It was cold and dark in the old asylum. "Was it always this ominous here?" Cordelia inquired with a shiver. "I'm afraid that it was. As I told you before, there was only 1 window, and they never installed a hating system. But the people here lit up the plac with their smiles, and warmed it with their knowledge and love. It was a whole different place then. I can't believe the people here were treated the way they were. They were really no different than you or me, excpet for that fact that they didn't communicate in the same way. They were all wonderful people." His eyes were lost in thought. Cordelia couldn't find the picture Manfred described in her mind's eye, and frankly, she didn't want to. "Your daughter stayed here, in this room." Manny pointed a finger at a closed door. It hadn't been touched for so long that he had to kick it open. The door fell to the floor sending dust flying all over. Debris littered the floor and it crunched under their feet as the 2 walked. Cordelia looked around. At a far corner, she spotted something blue. She squinted at it, then rushed over. She wiped away the debris and picked up a little blue book. On the front "Sydney P. M" was etched. Cordelia oped the book to a crack and yellowed pages. Cordelia clutched her heart as she read the 1st entry.January 13, 1967
Today was my first day of class. Mr.Manchester gave me this book. He said it'll help me deal with my emotions. He says that I get so angry because I keep my feelings in a bottle, and won't let nobody open it. I don't know what he's talking about. I don't even have a bottle. I miss my mommy. I don't why she let those peeple take me away. I failed her. She thinks I'm different, so she was disappointed and she didn't want me anymore. I'm sorry mommy. I didn't mean to embarrass you. I guess I'm getting what I deserve. The peeple here are nice. I like them. Espeshally Manfred. He is my first frend. Lord, please be with me as I spend my days here. I don't think mommy is going to pick me up.
Sydney P. M
Cordelia flipped through some more pages until she found Sydney's 16 birthday. She read:
March 13, 1975
Today is my 16th birthday. So what? I'm no different, just older. I'm the shortest of all the girls here. They tease me. No one is nice to me. Ecsept Manny. He's my bestes frend... I love him with all my heart. And you too God. No one can take your place. I don't like the way I am. I don't want to be here. I'm not that different, really. I want to explore. I can write better than I can talk. It's not fair, it's not fair! I have no where to go. No frends. Nothing. No one, not even my family want anything to do with me. I hate you mom! For making me come to sucha terruble place. You're not my mom no more! Wait, the voices, they're back. They tell me to kill Manny. Can't control hands and feet, can't talk no more. What happening? They're coming. The people are coming! I gotta go, get outta here. I'm not crazy! NO! Help! Leave me alone-
Cordelia slammed the book shut and dropped it. She couldn't stand to read what the crazy workers here were doing to her daughter."I'm such a terrible person. I didn't know asylums were bad. I thought it would be good for to be with other people like herself. I guess, I was wrong. In so many ways." Cordelia sighed a deep sigh and cried in her heart. She didn't want her daughter's lover to see her in such a way as this. "There's one more thing I think you should see." Manfred spoke suddenly from behind Cordelia's back. She jumped. "Sorry. Just follow me. Be careful though. There's stuff all over." He helped Cordelia up and led her out the door and down a long corridor with stairs. When they had reached the end of their journey, they came up upon a door. Manfred opened it with a creak. Cordelia walked in. She was surrounded by shelves of copper cans. "What is this?" Cordelia asked Manfred. She felt life buzzing all around her. "This is the 'Library of Dust'. That's what I call it anyway. It's everyone who went here, that died here without a family member to claim them. I wouldn've taken your daughter, but I'm not family. Sydney is here. I've looked time and time again, but I could never find her. Maybe you can." Manfred was very hopeful. "I swear, if I would've known about my daugher, I would've come to get her." She had already begun to search through the cans. Each one was a little different on the outside, and she could feel personality and life on the inside. After an hour of searching, they both grew weary. Cordelia was at the second to top shelf, the last row of cans, and Manfred wa somewhere on the other side. She came accross a can that was blue, green, white, drak blue, and gray; A can that perfectl resembled a wave. She felt her daughter. "Manfred! Manfred I found her!" Cordelia exclaimed, cradling the can like a new born baby. Manfred rushed over. He knew instantly that it was Sydney. The 2 people, who were strangers just hours before, now felt like they were old friends. They knew that Sydney was still alive in their hearts, that she's planned for this. They cried and cried. They left the asylum and brought Syney with them, down to the ocean. They sprinkled her into the ocean. "To our Sydney,"Cordelia whispered as a tear ran down her cheek. The 2 hugged, and then went on their way.
100 years later
"Let's go to Hollister. I need some more shirts," exclaimed Amanda. All the girls in the group nodded and clapped in reply. "Let's go then girls." A girl with chestnut hair and blue-green eyes was left at the back. Gina had Cerebral Palsey, so it was hard for her to control her muscles, even her mouth. She knew things, but it was difficult for her to communicate with others. "What about Gina?" A girl in the group asked Amanda. "Just leave her, she's weird anyway. How, again, did he get into our group?" The alpha snapped tartly. "She has no friends, so I invited her." "If you want to stay my friend, don't do that again!" Amanda whisper-screamed. The girls sped up and left Gina. 'Wait! Wait you guys! I... can't...go...that...fast.' Gina thought sadly as her friends were almost out of sight, and they didn't even know she was gone. She plopped sadly down on a bench. She turned her attention to the little patch of dirt next to her, and spotted something blue. She picked up a little blue book the color of the ocean that had "Sydney P. M" etched into it. Gia opened the book to a crack and yellowed pages, and read.
For more info on this topic, go to http://www.ross-ed.org/ and click on 'Library of Dust'.
Bible Verse
-Peter 1:17-18
Monday, October 1, 2007
Our Government... if you can call it that!
Dear Legislator:I saw a video in class on Friday and I just want to say thank you. You work through lunch, dinner,and going to the bathroom. Only a true leader could work through such troubles. Tell me, do you get lonely at all? You know, becasue 2/3 of your colleagues aren't there on voting days? And how tempting to vote for them; let me rephrase that: vote for them for what you want. I know such a leader as yourself with as much integrity as you have would never do something so dishonest, something so disgusting. You could never set an example like that for your future... to lie, and cheat to get what you want. Never!! Not someone like you. I bet you'd never try to make us Americans abide by a law that you, yourself would break every single day? Okay, let's face it, you're a hypocrite!! You don't care about anything as long as what you want to happen, happens. I was so bamboozled when I saw that video! My insides got turned out... and they're NOT supposed to be there! I mean, the government, the people that represent us... they act like kindergarteners!! Since you're getting paid how much money for what you "do", you're different than any average person and the rules suddenly don't apply to you?!? We're onto all of you. Just wait. The world will be set right one day... when you're old and gone. I thought only 4-6 year olds lied because they didn't know any better, until I saw what you do almost every day! I am sincerely appauled by your behavior... It's not acceptable!
Have a nice day!!
Aubrea
Thursday, September 27, 2007
What would you do?
For me, it really does depend. I don't think I could be on the same hospital bed for 9 months. I don't care if I didn't have to go to school or I could watch TV all day; I would seriously go insane. I'd suffocate being inside, being inside the same room all day, everyday, for 9 MONTHS! Not going outside and gettng fresh air and running around and rolling in the grass and swimming in the ocean, just being able to watch it through a pane of glass would kill me. I wouldn't be able to liv with mysef. I also vacillate btween things a lot and it would be torture to want to help this musician one minute, and then want him to die and let me get on with my life the next. I struggle with this constintly. Then again, I think it would be awesome to be able to talk and form maybe even a friendship with my musician. I'm really talking about a band (Rascal Flatts, but let's call it the lead singer) when I say musician. They're a young band who are loved and their songs are on Billboards everywhere. They still have the chance to write, sing and perform; they could Do SO much still. If it was an old man (70+) I think I would let them die (how cruel does that sound?) because they'd already lived their lives mostly and don't have that many opportunities left. I also wouldn't save them if they didn't believe in Jesus because H is EVERYTHING to me and anyone who doesn't believe in Christ isn't Saved anway. My musician is a Christian, and thinking about the sacrifice He made for me to be able to know Him and live, I know I can sacrifice my life to help someone else and to make a difference. My life is meant to serve Christ and I know that He would help save my musician and give up almost a year to help someone else, so I think I would make that sacrifice too. This is a difficult question and there are a lot of pros and cns to both sides, but I know that I'd follow my heart. My answer to this question may change in the future, but this is my NOW!
Paradigm
Paradigm means the way each individual looks at or views the world. God is my Savior, my Father, my Maker!! My faith is important to me, and I see God in everything I look at in the world. I view the world with God in every picture I see, and see Him in every tree, in every cloud, in every star. Christianity is the way I look at the world.Bias
Plagiarize
I chose this picture for plagiarize because this girl is cheating on her test. She'll get the answer from the boy's paper, and then write it down on her own paper, claiming his work as her's. Plagiarism means claiming someone else's work and saying that you did it and that's exactly what she's doing.



